So where to start as I slowly recover from the rigours of my trip to Colachel and Muttom in Kanyakumari District, S India.? One week on I feel at last that I can start to take a look at where I have been without a sense of panic and anxiety. Quite a journey!!!
Why did I go? A number of times I wished I hadn’t and wondered if I could cope with everything alone. Felt scared that I had, have burdened myself to the extent that I will suffer Post-traumatic stress disorder and yet I know that really it wasn’t so bad and as I start to feel a little stronger this morning I even felt the sense of gratitude returning. How blest I was/am to have had the experiences I have had.
Why did I go? We were staying at Shantivanam Ashram near Trichy S India for Christmas and being so near the Tsunami when it struck on 26 December somehow meant I had to go. A disaster on my doorstep. 100 kms away what an opportunity! Did I want to just gawp? Like a tourist, slowing the car to see the accident on the motorway? I am truly glad I didn’t go immediately, although I was tempted, to be confronted with bodies and extreme trauma, I am sure I couldn’t have coped with that.
